As promised, my blogging has suffered from my trip to Milan.
Today, while waiting for things to happen, I was sitting looking at my computer and I diagnosed myself with Paranoid Personality Disorder. I'm not proud enough to say I have a severe case, but it explains a lot. It probably explains my Libertarian Party affiliation come to think of it.
Unfortunately, there isn't really any treatment for it. I've been to counseling several times for various trust issues and they never come right out and say, "Hey man, you are too paranoid."
Maybe I am paranoid that I am paranoid.
I wonder if it gets worse over time? Or perhaps it just manifests differently over time? I feel more outgoing now than I have in the past, but I still don't trust people.
Anyway, there you go. I feel better. Knowing is half the battle and all. Just don't hurt me.